Vent.

You don't have to read this. If you do, just promise me you won't take the mick because I'm doing this. As I said in the title, this is just a vent.

#1.
I wish you could understand that you actually are, genuinely annoying. And you really, really do need to do what I tell you. I'm not going to say what those things are, in case people guess who I'm talking about here. I really, really do like you and all, but I just wish you would listen to me, freaking stop being so in my face and just be a bit more careful - you know what I mean?

#2.
You're an amazing person, and that is 100% true, but PLEASE stop doing this to me. It's SO ANNOYING, because you don't actually realise you're doing it, but it hurts me anyway, quite deeply too. I tell you to stop, but you just ignore me and carry on with it. I'm not the kind of person who can stand up for myself much, but I try so hard around you and it doesn't even work.

#3.
You're a poser, and your thick. I don't know if you're pretending or something, but seriously. That's all I'm even going to say.

#4.
You think you're so amazing, just because you know all these older people and everything. But after what you did to me, I feel almost sympathetic for all your new "best friends", in case it happens to them. I trusted you, with all my heart, and you were everything to me, but now I don't even know what to think. Sometimes, I feel comfortable with you, like old times, but then suddenly you change again and I don't know if you'll come back.

I mean, feel free to call me mean for just saying any of these things, but this is my blog entry, and I don't care what you think, and I can write what I want, yeah? It's either that or we pretty much just live in lies. The truth is so, so, so much better, even if it hurts, because lies come back and bite you eventually anyway, and the ending never turns out good.

I love, well, the majority of the people who I mentioned on here, so please don't take me as a really nasty horrible person, okay? Because I could really do without that right now. Everyone needs to let it out every once in a while, and seeing as I've been keeping it in for donkeys years, I just thought I would write this. I shouldn't really say thanks for reading, seeing as it's not really anything I'd especially want anyone to have a good look through, but in a way, yes, thanks for reading, because it makes me think that you are supporting me, even if you aren't, and I'd like that.

Bye.